True Soul Mate

"I believe that love is an action, not an emotion"
"a person who is perfectly suited to another in temperament"
"someone who you can connect with in all aspects of life"
"somebody who may be serious but able to stand someone who jokes"


I was on Bg(baby-gaga) and they was discussing true love. I was wondering about this because they was like they still feel butterflies and get goosebumps everytime they think of there SO after 5 years and such. And after a long ass time with him, I still feel it and want to cry because how much I love him. Even the rough times and the child we conceived, I loved him more than the first time I seem him. And throughout all this, I yet want to say fuck him because he put me through so much, more than I imagine. Nobody will never understand until they experience love so much, that it hurts. Sometimes loving him hurts so bad, that crying with him seem like the only way to show emotion. But after all this at the end of the day, It's him I want to be with. Not nobody else beside him and I dead feel like calling him and cursing him the fuck out because I'm crying about a stupid fucking song. I still feel the goosebumps and I still feels the chills. I still feel the way he kiss me, I still feel his tears. I feel every little thing and every word he say, my poems are always about him, I still feel this way. Im still crazy in love with this fucking person that I can't stand but it's bizarre because I'm still crazy in love with a person who is the only one for me.