Everything That Glitter Ain;t Gold

How many times I heard this saying and never knew the meaning of this. How I try for a perfect life but prefection don't always come in a day's process. I make my life seem like it has no problems but once nd a while I break down and cry. On day's like these Im emotional wreck due to school, tyree's finances, or just plain thinking about tyree's well being. How I'm going to finish school, I have no idea. I never knoe what happen's next and it kill's me because I want everything to be perfect for when he is older. If days like these come a dime a dozen then i want dibs on the first perfect life without no problems. i rather stay inside because inside my house, Tyree is safe from this poverty and violent world called life. I just wish I can protect him throughout his life so nobody and nothing can break or hurt him. My parents showed me but they didn't show me(got it?) so I just hope that thurman and I can show him so he can be strong for the real world. Not the world where dasies and fairies existed but where you gotta be humble and stay strong to make it on your own two feet. Sarurday came quicker than I thought and Im excited but also nervous because in some way I want to be accepted than liked. I'm going to finish writing later.