this is my second blog and i will only talk about my feelings and my emotions. This is not for me to understand how I think or to get in my mind, this is to just flow.
To understand me, you will first have to understand my life. It's complicated and unreal but very yet interesting. At days like these, I never understand why God has his purpose but do he ever? You never understand why God do the things he do but they always work out for the best. I am very much blessed with the ability to think,write,draw,dance,sing and free write on my own. He has given me so much to live for that I never understand why I am the way I am today. To the person I was before wasn't going to survive in the long run. It might have died before I even hit 20 but I'm changed from that. Today when I woke up, my son was next to me as always. I know CIO sleepin ain't right but who cares, that's my baby and I need him to be next to me just to know I'm alive and very much well. That's who my days revolve around and It's a blessing truely. God gives us task's and challenges, not to punish us but to build us into the person for the future. We live wondering why and never enjoying our life. We get selfish with life because we want this and we want that but one day we have to thank God for getting us up and actually taking the time out to love us. I never want to show him to the world because a person like my son, he is to special to even show to this world. He is my miracle baby and I am forever saved to the thanks of my son Tyree Rashad Atkins
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