Sun Rise

as the sun rise i woke to face another reality that somehow don't feel that its mine
i feel it's someone else taking over my feelings and my emotions
there messing with my heart and playing war with my battles
making it so hard to see what is destine to be my own self
trying to overcome the heartbreak of being a young women
but yet fulling the souls of the youth of my time
when will my time come to make a difference?
when will it be our time to shine, i ask myself?
nobody seem to know the answer,
except for the fact that when i do try to change, im back to where i started from?
there is alot of people who ask the same question i ask everyday but don't know where to start
as the sun still sets, i visualize a life without the sun
without happiness, without joy and without the freedom
without the need to feel so whole that nothing and nobody can turn you down
the need to feel loved because all you ever feel right now is complete loneiness
and the need to want to go with life because all you feel at this point is destruction.
tell me when will the sun will fall?
tell me when the sun will set?
tell me when the sun will be me?