Thursday, March 26, 2009

Thursday Rain

Today it rained and I wanted to cry. I'm at a turning point where nothing seem to be right. I want it to rain so hard that I won't have to shed tears. I wanted it to rain so my heart can stop hurting. My body hurts, my heart burns but my heart still goes on for that little boy who would soon call me mommy.My son seen me cry and I don't know if he can tell I was crying but he did tell I was hurt. He whined alittle and I had rocked him to sleep with tears pouring from my eyes.I feel like Im alone Right Now, I just want to hold my son but he fell asleep on me and sleeping peacefully. I feel unloved, unwanted, damaged but the greatest thing is the look on my sons face when he see me.


And I walk into the room full of people
And still felt like i was the only one standing there with a broken heart....

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