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i miss her so much, you can't even imagine.I lost him and now, I'm mad that I did. Why couldn't we at least work it out and try to change something. Idk we could of tried alittle harder or did something different. I'm mad that i did, I'm mad i let him go. I loved him, more than I loved myself.Was that a mistake to do so? First real jog and it felt good. Baby gone so I have extra time to do me alittle and recover from janelle moving to NC. I miss her so much, because I don't have nobody to ask, "are you okay?" It's just me, so then that suck major cookies.