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Dear John Doe,
Im writing you this letter to let you know what you have done to me.You made me fall for you and as bad as this sounds, I cant fall out. i have a son by you, we are all well aware of that and at times, I wish it wasnt by you. I wish we didnt share a special connectiont that will always have ties to each other. Now this might sound selfish, but at times I hate you. I hate you so much, I would rather just not see you ever again. At times when i do hate you, you know I do. You make me feel so beautiful but then you make me feel so ugly. When we argue, I hate just the presence of you. But then when i do love you, I just can't help myself. I love everything about you down to the weird looking toes that holds me when I'm in your arms. Loving you is deadly to me because at times, it leaves breatheless but you know all about that, huh? What have you done to me, why have you done this to me. You stupid prick, hating you has become easy to me. I love you more than life itself that it's impossible for me to even look twice at the damage you have caused my heart. Us argueing which we always do only becomes by way of connecting you. Im dissappointed in myself because I let you get this close before destroying me. I let you get so close that I let you almost lose my sanity. My son looks like you which sickens me to the core. Oh lord, is this my punishment because a love like this I cant take it anymore, but can't help but want some more.